Lately I’ve had this feeling that I want to go running.
- I don’t run
- It’s currently impossible
- Did I mention I don’t run?
I’m going to presume its hormones.
People tell me I’m tiny. However, if you saw me before I was pregnant, I was tiny. Now all the weight I’ve gained is at my stomach/boobs area. A place where it makes non-maternity pants, tops and dresses impossible to wear. My ‘I can’t wear this anymore’ box of clothes is starting to get bigger than that clothes I can still wear.
I did buy a dress or two that are maternity. I cannot wait for them to arrive so I can wear them. I miss pretty clothes! The best thing about them, is that I can wear them when not pregnant! Horary!
I was always happy with my 10C boobs. They were an excellent size. But these days, I have no idea how to handle big boobs. Either my bra shows because it’s too big, the top/dress doesn’t want to zip up or my nipples decide to poke out 24/7.
I decided to take a photo of them the other day. Only to see how they looked from a different perspective. Worst. Mistake. Ever.
I have never been so scared before in my life! The photo was quickly deleted.
While my morning sickness has stuck around like a bad tattoo, it made me have this constant feeling of wanting to eat but vomit at the same time. It was an everyday struggle.
It has calmed down though, only to be greeted by heartburn. And it’s a bitch! Thank goodness I can actually take something for it. Unlike the colds I’ve had.
I’ve had about two colds so far and both have been horrid. Vicks was by best friend. Even when I got up to pee during the night and forgot that I had it on my feet with socks was interesting. It felt like I had stepped in goo. Really sticky goo. Strepsils and Panadol helped slightly. Either way, I had to wait for it to run its course, even if that ended up being over four weeks.
And then I get hit with the worst cold out. I can normally suck it up, however, this time I couldn’t and was told I had to stay in bed. This then moved to my chest and then my tonsils decided to flare up. It wasn’t fun at all.
Also who knew that when my belly button began to change, it could be so creepy. Ugh, it’s quite gross. It just keeps changing.
I’ve felt the baby move more these days. It’s like good nerves, butterflies fluttering around. It still feels weird that’s for sure. I like feeling it move though. The movements are getting stronger and I feel them more often now. I have to sleep a certain way other bubs kicks up a storm. Like when I kept coughing, it really must have felt like an earthquake in there!
Monday 25th of August I had my 20 week scan. Was so cool to see the little human on the screen! The ultrasound guy had trouble trying to get bubs to do what he wanted. She had a mind of her own! Every time he tried to get her legs/feet she would kick around and make his job that little bit harder. In the end I got to empty my bladder (thank goodness!) to try and get her to turn around more. He just managed to get what he needed before she decided to be annoying again.
When the guy changed the 2D scan into 3D, I honestly thought it was going to be creepy and alien like. Although, it actually wasn’t! So cool what it could show.
I now have over 90 photos on disc and it’s pretty cool seeing it every now and then.
Cannot wait to meet this little girl in January!
(Photos taken by Mary Hoare)